Foolish

There are reasons why deriving your self-worth from other people is a bad thing.

It gets messy really really fast.  It gets complicated.  And the only person to blame is yourself.

I loved the retreat today.  Bonding with women who I didn't know and those that I did.  I love to fish.  And I took my pants off.  Who does that?

The only worth that is dependable is the worth that one finds in God.  I love that we talked about that today.  It was good to voice it.  To show a bit of the dark and scary parts.

Sleepless nights often provide the most clarity.  Thank God for sleepless nights.  Is something distracting you from seeing what you are supposed to be seeing?  Don't worry.  God will make sure that it won't be an obstacle so you can truly see what you are supposed to see.  

Can't be mad at anyone but me.  

Some things take more time than I would like for them to.  I wish that certain things would just go ahead and pass.  All the messy and complicated things.  

I forgot how to walk a certain line.  Good thing I walked on the side of self preservation this time.  Not to say that anything was crushed or ended... It's just that now things will be what they're intended to be and not what I thought they should be.  

Clarity.  Sometimes it comes how you least expected that it would.